Mother's Day 2013

For Mother's Day last year I Decided to make My Mom a little video telling her how much I was thankful for having her in my life. My Mom was crying when She Watched this just like any mother would if there child was to do something this nice for them.

So take some time to watch this short little video made by me. I hope you all enjoy.......

Thank you and God bless

Got bad news yesterday while at the hospital with nathan

   Nathan has been in the hospital since last Sunday. We thought he would be able to come home already but I guess we were wrong. I was at the hospital yesterday when I found out from the doctor Nathans colon was badly infected due to the doctor Nathan had in June he never put the colon back the right way so that is why he was having all these problems. So after getting the bad new the only thing he could say to me was baby I understand if u don't want to be with me. I just cryed because this man that I have only known for a month was saying that to me.......

  I just looked at him and said are u joking Nathan. He was like will look at me look where I'm at. I said baby god will take care of everything. Its funny because at work last night before we were getting ready to close a couple came in and I said nothing to them they asked me if they could pray for me right there before they order food. I said yes please and they did.........

  Tomorrow will be a week that he has been in the hospital. Let me tell you that he is not so happy that he still has be cooped up in the hospital.....He so wants to be home with his family and myself. But he knows that we all want him to get better. Not saying that the Florida hospital is not taking good care of him. He just wants to get back to doing  normal things and making money. 

  He is thinking about calling a Lawyer for the doctor that did his surgery in June because of how much pain he has been in. I just want the best for Nathan because with out him I really don't know were I would be. 

I'm just wanting my baby to get better

   Well since Sunday Nathan has been in the hospital. He is in so much pain as a girlfriend i don't know what to do.  I wish I could take the pain away that he is feeling but I can't. The only thing I can do is pray to our heavenly father each day that he gets better.....

Today is Tuesday this morning he went in for surgery so I hope the pain would leasing but from what I hard so far its not....its just getting a worse. It harts me to see him like this god I wish he could get better and I know he can. Tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary and I could not be more happier than that I was with him.....

Last night I got a phone call from a friend that told me that I was the most loving girlfriend he knew that would stay by her man that was sick because most women would have said fuck that I'm out I would be around a man that was sick. But I told him I'm different I always stick to my man. I do it because I care for the one I'm with in my life. 

So tomorrow the packing is coming out. Hopefuly the pain will go away a lil but I have to wait to find out tomorrow. 

How i meet Nathan

I`ve been single for about 2 1/2 months now and I thought I was going to be single for every at least thats what i thought. I had gotten tried of seeing my friend on facebook being with there man for a year or more, posting it like it was nothing....or posting that they were getting married and having kids....

I thought that in my early twenties I would be married already to a nice guy and having  kids already . But that is not how it turned out I was looking in all the wrong place. Meeting guys online and not caring getting treated any old way because i was the girl that let them have hold over me......

Until one night I told my girls and tish downstairs at her house that I deared the girls to get on there phone. Which at one point I did not think there were going to do so......But trying to dear Ali and Brittany you know that you should get ready to loose lol......so i called the girls bluff and they got right on there phone trying to find me dates.

Ali and Brittany went to town on there phone and facebook posting that they had a beautiful roommate that was looking for date....(ok I dont think I was sounding desperate). I just wanting someone to come and love me for what i had and not my goodes.

Needless to say no one from ALi`s friend were interested. But brittany with in a few mins had someone say that he was interested in me.

Anyway got to talking to this special guy over skype at first I was shy. But after talking to him we hit it off he got me laughing.....and smiling.......i could be myself around him......that night he came over but I had ran to the store for a few mins to get beers and came back i wait wait wait never came I called on skype he picked up and said I was there I said no u were not......needless to say he came back over the next day after his brithday to celebrate.

Nathan and I are about to hit a month on aug 13 and the only thing I could say is that im more happier now than every with this man than i could every be with anyone else.......Baby I just want to say thank you for coming into my life when you did I thank god every day....... ( I LOVE YOU )

Me, My Girls, and The Downstairs Neighbor

   In April of 2014 i moved into a new place with friends named Ali and Brittany.  At first we all did not like each because we fought all the time and if one person did not like the other person that person would go behind there back or blame the other person about everything.......

As time went on things got better.  Ali started talking more to me and brittany. Than one day Ali and myself started smoking cigarettes and not picking them up after ourselves.  One of our are loving neighbors named Tish showed up outside on day and came up to use with a bag of left over cigarettes butts. 

From that point on the Ali, Brittany, and I were the loving upstairs neighbors.  It took Tish awhile to like use to having three college aged girls living upstair.  Still, as time went on she had no choice but to like use girls.  For us, we started to love her children as our lil' brothers and sisters and they loved us back as the older sisters they never had before.